Purple

I think about you, more often than I should really!

As my thoughts saunter between the lines that define that shirt you wear so well…

Purple rain I wish we could dance in

Purple lies as we ride into a lavender peppered sunset

A finish fit for royalty

That sly side smile when I thought I knew you’d walk a mile just to please me

But you waited, No, No, not in a good way

I stayed hopeful that you would, that you still might

But trying as it may have been all we did was fight

A battle of faith, your actions versus the unseen intentions of your heart

Even though we stand apart I hear ‘its’ call,

It whispers, “stay with me Stephanie, won’t you stay?”

It groans, “Fill me, I’m empty”

I say drink me to your fill

Get drunk and giggly, joyful and stupid

My love flows closely to eternity its river far from dry will it be

Dregs have been sustained by endless memoirs of moments

Morsels of moments spent so passionate, beyond tender.

My soul’s intent is fodder to your last steps

‘It’ murmurs hungrily “I love you”

#TSKC

Rush

In this life.. I’ve gone through things…

Some grotesque some surreal …

Like an endless movie reel

Life is persistent

 Rolling credits even when they aren’t due.

 It’s just like me and you …

You brought out feelings I couldn’t subdue..

Feelings got sticky and messy like misused glue turned into goo

 Those are my legs turning into jelly

 Just brush past me one last …time

I promise my palms won’t get too sweaty

I’ll seize to be petty about how I am like putty in your hands

 About the ‘who’s- who’s’ and us… if it’s there

 Let ‘us’ rush

 Time waits for no man or woman so I feel even less empowered

Just rush

Let our emotions crash as we ride on that hot wave

Stirred deeper than lust…

We know each other

But we’re out of time …

That is why we must rush..

Do not tarry any longer

We must have each other ravenously…just rush..

Rush towards us

Rush for me.

#TSKC

Restless...

I’m panicking, here I am back here again pouring emotions out…I’m soaking wet tears and snot all over the place. I should be over you right? I should have forgotten…but a woman’s heart is as old as time and as absorbent as a sponge there’s no way I’ll forget you now.

What did you do that for? Why in the hell are so amazing and awful at the same damn time. They say men can’t multi-task but you’ve caught up pretty fast.



Different yous in different shades of brown skin when your shirt is off lying in my bed. Damn I love you. You love me so why the hurry why can’t we just be ...elope and ride off into the sunset.

Why won’t you just stay with me?

 I love you...

I F***ing Love you!

I know you love me don’t you...when we are done making love you get up and leave but that’s only because..because you are so busy and there are places you have to be.

We don’t talk much but I can’t complain our bodies say what they need to...when we are naked



I said I would be there, that I would take you ‘in’ no matter what I was a ride or die...at this rate you would ride me till I died indeed...

When will you say you love me?



Picture Courtesy of : A Fathers Journey



I said I would wait for you I’m patient but even this is taking too long ...maybe you didn’t hear me when I said...I love you

Once Upon a Time Crushes

I remember a time when I liked you all of you your every word however retarded hanging on every grin blowing on every… joint. I remember when I liked you gosh I do; why I don’t know, I never know half of the reasons why I like probably all the beings I’ve like, liked. Okay maybe I do, maybe there’s some deep seated taste they, you leave in my mouth the scent of their, your aura.

Does aura have a scent? Yours does. It makes me tingle, I mean ‘made’; it ‘made’ me tingle. Past tenses remember, I remember a time, very long ago when I liked you right? Because I don’t it totally shows don’t you see it? I only patrol your Facebook profile when I’m bored please note, ‘when I’m bored’. So big deal I follow then unfollow you on Twitter; it’s a sign of how much I no longer emotional affiliation with you. Your relationship doesn’t affect me … anymore!

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We had something you and I I’d sit on the grass as you serenaded me with John Legend covers as I tried to chime in the duet-like parts; blurry in focus once again I’m day dreaming of a time when I liked you and thought you did too. Wait a minute You liked me! I knew it the whole time; those deep looks you gave me, compliments that made my heart break dance against the cage of my ribs, you liked me but wouldn’t admit it to yourself. Surely it was ‘your’ denial and not mine, you had a chance to mark this territory…but you didn’t, you wouldn’t. You wouldn’t. You won’t, cowardice I’ve well assumed.

 I remember a time, it doesn’t feel so long ago now that we’re taking this little stroll down memories lost and I have unfortunately found you, them, again…at least for now.