Restless...

I’m panicking, here I am back here again pouring emotions out…I’m soaking wet tears and snot all over the place. I should be over you right? I should have forgotten…but a woman’s heart is as old as time and as absorbent as a sponge there’s no way I’ll forget you now.

What did you do that for? Why in the hell are so amazing and awful at the same damn time. They say men can’t multi-task but you’ve caught up pretty fast.



Different yous in different shades of brown skin when your shirt is off lying in my bed. Damn I love you. You love me so why the hurry why can’t we just be ...elope and ride off into the sunset.

Why won’t you just stay with me?

 I love you...

I F***ing Love you!

I know you love me don’t you...when we are done making love you get up and leave but that’s only because..because you are so busy and there are places you have to be.

We don’t talk much but I can’t complain our bodies say what they need to...when we are naked



I said I would be there, that I would take you ‘in’ no matter what I was a ride or die...at this rate you would ride me till I died indeed...

When will you say you love me?



Picture Courtesy of : A Fathers Journey



I said I would wait for you I’m patient but even this is taking too long ...maybe you didn’t hear me when I said...I love you

What's Your Asking Price?

How much value do you place on your life? I’m not talking about a horror movie scenario; every N*gger or B*tch for himself (respectively,) kind of situation! I mean how much value do you really place on your life? How much do you peg your quality of life? Your living standards, your family, and friends turned family? Where’s your head at on the level of appreciation you lay to various deities for something as simple as waking up on the ‘wrong side’ of yours or someone else’s bed?

I’ve got news for you it could be worse; it really really could be awful (seen firsthand) For one you could be dead, or dying, if you are dying you could be doing so alone…if you dying and alone chances are you could either get on with it OR adopt a puppy to better the process OKAY!  Life is crazy okay, it just is we end up in different places, born into various circumstances equipped to overcome the odds, obstacles that only Satan could throw your way but alas there’s victory there. Every now and then there’s a reason for a toast as you sip on whiskey on the rocks because yes you’ve ‘earned’ it!

Don’t get me wrong you’re not going to get half naked hula girls every time you do what you’re supposed to; which is to SUCCEED and conquer REGARDLESS of what, where,  how and with what! If you were wondering what you’re on the planet for ‘Bingo!’ you sure got it! It’s YOUR responsibility to attack EVERY task life has handed to you to the ‘BESTEST’ of your abilities.

So I’ll ask one more time; what value do you place on your life? When you do a mini site evaluation, what do you see? Do you like the view from up there? Are you a good piece of Real Estate or are you that haunted house down the street in need of some MASSIVE renovating slash refurbishment  worse yet are you that metal shack squatting in an over populated area?

When life wind or whatever random element you choose to hold fast to; hands you ‘wood’ instead of gold, carve it out and make something beautiful. That hip-hop track statement “show me what you working with” might have more wisdom in it that it’s given credit for. Not every female has a Phat A**, double D breasts or ridiculously beautiful features; NOT every Male has a Fat wallet, a  Mandigo penis, boyish features or Moves like Jagger in the bedroom  BUT we have to ‘Twerk’ it somehow ! So Get to it!